I thought I had the best until the worst showed itself to me like a monster in the night, its teeth big and scary...But only if I could face it...only If I could tell it No you are just a character in a dream...But I can't because its not fake. Its real... The days pass so quickly now making me lose interest that I can still wake up in the morning without breaking down and saying this is a dream. Isn't it? Where calmness lay in the gentle lake that I cannot find, but I find the raging...