how will you make yourself happy?

Hi there. Personally speaking, everyday is a new day, I like to plan out my day and be organised and always feel happy about what Im doing, even when the unexpected may come up. I like to see and support my husband and our children with the things that make them happy also. Happieness is always an awsome feeling, from the inside out... Have a great day zeny_zion

My mom says stuff like that about me too. She wants to see me succeed in life and everything that I do, etc. If she only knew about the chaos in my head. I honestly believe I have failed her already. And I feel guilty about it. I don't know where I want to be in this life and I think that I worry her by not doing anything to improve my situation. Right now doing things that would make me unhappy or uncomfortable isn't something I want to rush into. Like college. It will happen one day, but for now I'm interested in other things.