Do you wanna sometimes suicide? Are you afraid of death?

Suicide is never an option.

You can survive suicidal feelings if you do either of two things: (1) find a way to reduce your pain, or (2) find a way to increase your coping resources. Both are possible.

Now I want to tell people of suicidal tendency five things to think about. And you might be interested in this too even if you don't like suicide like me.

Note: "you" here is for the suicidal people. lol

1. You need to hear that people do get through this -- even people who feel as badly as you are feeling now. Statistically, there is a very good chance that you are going to live. I hope that this information gives you some sense of hope.
2. Give yourself some distance. Say to yourself, “I will wait 24 hours before I do anything.” Or a week. Remember that feelings and actions are two different things - just because you feel like killing yourself, doesn’t mean that you have to actually do it right this minute. Put some distance between your suicidal feelings and suicidal action. Even if it’s just 24 hours. Keep going, and realize that while you still feel suicidal, you are not, at this moment, acting on it.
3. People often turn to suicide because they are seeking relief from pain. Remember that relief is a feeling. And you have to be alive to feel it. You will not feel the relief you so desperately seek, if you are dead.
4. Some people will react badly to your suicidal feelings, either because they are frightened, or angry; they may actually increase your pain instead of helping you, despite their intentions, by saying or doing thoughtless things. You have to understand that their bad reactions are about their fears, not about you.

But there are people out there who can be with you in this horrible time, and will not judge you, or argue with you, or send you to a hospital, or try to talk you out of how badly you feel. They will simply care for you. Find one of them. Now. Use your 24 hours, or your week, and tell someone what’s going on with you. It is okay to ask for help.

Did you learn so much?

You know what? For many times I felt kinda bad (REALLY BAD, I'd say), but killing myself has never passed by my head.

Maybe because I know that I have much to learn and gain; that life has a lot to offer me; that my friends and relatives would be kinda sad if I did that (And I don't want them to be sad).

And yes, I'm afraid of death, but mostly about my relatives and friends' death, not about mine. I'm not afraid about my death 'cause, when it's time for it, it will happen, and it isn't going to be me that will cry for it.

yes some times I want to do suicide so all die